Home sick NO Work Sick

I never remembered staying at home being so hard. I guess that is what happends when you work for so long. I am ready to return to work. But it wont be happening. I just hope that the rest of the time I have at home will go by faster. Such is life I did this to myself. The day before I got put taken off of work I told my mom that I was ready to go on bed rest to get a break from work. What was I thinking. It is almost easier to work. Not to mention when you are struggling with bills as it is and now you have to figure out what to do to bring in money because you can't work. I don't think I will be taking the full 6 weeks off again. 3 weeks will probably be all I stay home again. What to do about it. I have no idea. I need a life other then work and maybe it would be easier.

Cranky Baby

Last night I spent 4 hours at the hospital getting and IV and the whole works. My Body decided that it needed to contract. I went in for sharp pains in my stomach. After about 1/2 hour of being in on the monitor the nurse comes in and tells me I have been contracting. "Oh BOY", Well now I am no longer alowed to work and I am to take some medication 3 times a day to see if it will make the contractions calm down so that the baby will stay in there for atleast 6 more weeks.